My Life

When you are willing to let God take control of your life, He will surely bring you out of your darkest valleys into His marvelous light...... I pray that The Lord's wisdom, knowledge and understanding will bless you even as you journey down the path of life.......

GUIDANCE Dancing With God   Author unknown When I meditated on the word Guidance, I kept seeing "dance" at the end of the word. I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing. When two people try to lead, nothing feels right. The movement doesn't flow with the music, And everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky. When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead, Both bodies begin to flow with the music. One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back Or by pressing Lightly in one direction or another. It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully. The dance takes surrender, willingness, And attentiveness from one person And gentle guidance and skill from the other. My eyes drew back to the word Guidance. When I saw "G": I thought of God, followed by "u" and "I". "God, "u" and "I" dance." God, you, and I dance. As I lowered my head, I became willing to trust That I wou...

Didn't I tell you everything is possible in this deja vu? Try the river boat, the carousel, feed the pigeons, Bar-B-Q. Look at all the people, happy faces all around. Smiling, throwing kisses, busy making lazy sounds Chorus: It's a bright June afternoon, it never gets dark. Wah-wah! Here comes the sun. Get your green, green tambourine, let's play in the park. Wah-wah! Here comes the sun Some folks are on blankets, slowly daydreaming and reaching for their food. Let's go buy an ice-cream and a magazine with an attitude and put on a cassette, we can pretend that you're a star cos life's so very simple just like la-la-la Chorus There's a painter painting his masterpiece. There are some squirrels jumping in the trees, There's a wide-eyed boy with a red balloon. All my life I've longed for this afternoon. Chorus x 2 It never gets dark. Here comes the sun.

Chingay is finally over and my body is now in repairing mode, after all the rehearsals of Chingay. Today I went with him to church for service. When i saw him, his face colour doesnt look so good and i brought him to go and see the medic in hall 10. he wasnt running any temperature but his heart rate was rather fast. The medic gave him 2 panadols and a bottle of mineral water. So after, i accompanied him to CGH A&E. Seeing the doctor's was quite a fast one unlike mine the previous time. The Doctor took his blood for FBC and we waited for 1 hour. Thank God his results are normal. Dr wants him to recheck his bloods again 2 days later. He was given 2 days MC. We both waited for his cell leader to give him a lift home, while waiting, his temperture raised to 37.9C. Thank God he brought the fever patch and a bandana. I gave him the panadol and he finished the water. His cell leader came. While heading to the car, i fell down, spraining a bit of my ankle and brusing my knees. We head...

Thank God, now is 4th jan 2009...... It is a new beginning for me and Him. His cell leader finally gave the green light for our new relationship. After weeks of waiting, my answer was been reviewed. We went for a wedding photography exhibition held at suntec today and he bought me a bouquet of flowers after so many hints and tips..... nonetheless he finally gave...... hehe Looking forward to our next date on wed, thurs and fri when we go for our rehearsals in chingay, dance and meet up with his cell leader. Hopefully, everything will be able to go on smoothly and pray that God's blessings will flow more and more een as we venture in our relationship......

He finally express his thoughts and actions to me already........ relieve now. Oh My God, never will i expect myself to have a boyfriend...... It really didnt come easy. After so many years of God's training, I am finally seeing results....... His blessings are just so wonderful. Thank You God for such a wonderful Christmas blessing...... He is quite a passive person but he expresses himself through by his actions and physical touch. This is what i admire most. Instead of saying a lot, he does more things, which other guys doesnt do as much... .... Who says silence is the end of a relationship? I do see that silence is golden as sometimes we need to take time to understnad each other in our own quiet moments... ... Oh God, teach me to be more like You each day even as we establish this foundation of love and trust towards each other........

22.12.2008 Yesterday, was such a different Christmas Sunday, for me...... never did i expect that i would faint in front of a guy i like, so mah lu How should i face him next time when we meet? Is he really trying to date me? When will he verbalise those words to me? These are the questions that are coming into my mind now. But I believe i must not rush into things as it may cause us not even to happen friends if i do so...... I only can wait upon the Lord for His guidance and wisdom, in handling such situations For the time being, I should improve on building my spiritual character and The Lord will bless me as time goes by........